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I’m going home, after all

Posted on May 19, 2008 - Filed Under Family |

It’s almost 6:00AM and I still can’t sleep. Yes, I am going home to the Philippines after a couple of years, but not to have a grand vacation. How I wish that’s the case…

It’s been a few hours since I received the news about my father. At about 10:00PM (Philippine Time) last night, my father had a cardiac arrest and he didn’t make it to the hospital. I just talked to him on the phone yesterday morning… How I wish God allowed my father to live until my planned vacation on October. How I wish my father waited until I could treat him and my mother to a vacation here in Japan. How I wish I could take him to Australia, the U.S., to anywhere God sends me to. We haven’t had a Christmas for years when we’re all together. We haven’t even taken another family picture since I was 5 years old. I wish…

We couldn’t do anything but weep and endure this numbing pain. There’s nothing we can do but have faith and believe that we are all in God’s hands.

Dear friends, thank you for extending your condolences. Thank you all for your comforting words and for the prayers.

In honor of the greatest father in the whole world, here’s his life story:
My Father, Our Hero

Comments

30 Responses to “I’m going home, after all”

  1. Stephen on May 19th, 2008 5:59 am

    Oh no. I’m so, so sorry.

    Stephens last blog post..Saturday Stuff

  2. SliceInCircles on May 19th, 2008 6:14 am

    I’m saddened to hear of the sudden loss of your father. My heartfelt sympathies.
    I know you will find the strength to make it through this difficult period.

    SliceInCircless last blog post..

  3. fortuitous faery on May 19th, 2008 8:52 am

    oh my god, shiera. i am so sorry about this devastating news! i will pray for your father’s soul. please accept my condolences. :(
    fortuitous faerys last blog post..naked cowgranny in times square

  4. Marj on May 19th, 2008 10:34 am

    I’m sorry to hear that she. May God give you strength at this time of greatest trial. Please accept my condolences.

    Marjs last blog post..Lunch out with my project team

  5. Charlotte (Charmed Life) on May 19th, 2008 1:31 pm

    our heartfelt sympathy for you and your family! be strong!

    Charlotte (Charmed Life)s last blog post..MV: 127 Days

  6. Enrico Pangan on May 19th, 2008 6:39 pm

    Please accept my condolences, Shierra.

    Enrico Pangans last blog post..Eleanor Rigby (Cover)

  7. kljs on May 19th, 2008 8:01 pm

    Sorry to hear about your father. My condolences to you and your family, Shierra.

    kljss last blog post..It’s been 4 years……

  8. sunjun on May 19th, 2008 10:02 pm

    my condolences to you and your family shie.
    our prayers are with you.

    sunjuns last blog post..Hamburg Open Finals (Live Tennis: Roger Federer vs. Rafael Nadal)

  9. Gracey on May 20th, 2008 2:26 am

    My condolences to you and your family. be strong and have a safe trip to the Philippines..

    Graceys last blog post..customer service or no customer service part 4

  10. Florence on May 20th, 2008 2:56 am

    I’m so sorry to hear about what happened to your father Shie. We’ll pray for his soul and also for your family. Take care and God bless.

    Florences last blog post..Be my….

  11. rose on May 20th, 2008 9:17 am

    safe trip. we’ll pray for ur father and your family. i hope you’ll be strong. if not, you could always pretend, if only for your mom.

    roses last blog post..deaf

  12. pete on May 20th, 2008 10:44 am

    I’m sorry to hear the news. You and your family are in our prayers. Be safe on your trip.

  13. Imagica on May 20th, 2008 3:17 pm

    oh my~~! I am sorry to hear that… take care..
    my condolences to you and your family

    Imagicas last blog post..♣ ♠ It is Friday ♠♣

  14. Grace on May 20th, 2008 3:38 pm

    So sorry to hear about this news. Condolences to the family left by a wonderful man, husband and father. Take care, shie.

    Graces last blog post..Dubai fish and vegetable market

  15. elaine on May 20th, 2008 9:42 pm

    Shiera, we’ll be praying for you and your family. Take Care…

    elaines last blog post..Baby Pics of the Most Beautiful People 2007

  16. Elizabeth on May 25th, 2008 10:52 am

    Shiera, sorry to hear about the loss of your father. Take care as you travel back home. I will be praying for you and family

  17. levian on May 27th, 2008 10:04 pm

    sorry to hear ..
    haven’t seen you for quite a while,
    waiting for you to come back !!
    :)
    levians last blog post..magic chocolate..

  18. Stephen on May 28th, 2008 5:48 am

    Hope you’re OK. Please check in and let us know what’s going on.

    Stephens last blog post..give, plz, thx

  19. Jon on May 30th, 2008 4:31 am

    I’m so sadden to read the news of your father. Please know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

    Jon

  20. Michele Shores on May 30th, 2008 5:55 am

    I was so sorry to hear about you father. My dad died of a massive heart attack when I was 16 that was almost 15 years ago and I still get sad by it. God is the only thing that can get you and your family through. You are not alone. In constant prayer for you and your family!

    Michele Shoress last blog post..Coooooooooookie

  21. jessie on June 1st, 2008 6:34 pm

    Shiera,

    naku fren, sorry my mistake i only read the first paragraph and i feel guilty about it. na-excite kasi ako sa balita mo sa first paragraph knowing that yuou miss the country so much. i should have known better. Condolence to you and your family. hayaan mo, that too will come to pass. be strong.

    jessies last blog post..Digitel DSL in Good Shape After a Month of Complaining

  22. rollchan on June 2nd, 2008 11:03 am

    My Condolences for the loss…

    We all know that he’s in a better place now.

    Take care always shiera.

    rollchans last blog post..Space Shuttle Discovery (STS-124) - LIFTOFF!

  23. Setsu on June 3rd, 2008 10:20 pm

    dear shie,

    my condolences.

    i hope you’re doing okay.
    will be praying for you and your family…

    take care….

    Setsus last blog post..Coz Breaking Up is Hard To Do

  24. ceblogger on June 6th, 2008 3:54 pm

    I’m sorry to hear about the loss. My condolences to the family!

    cebloggers last blog post..Pacquiao vs Diaz Boxing Fight: A Blogging Brawl

  25. Rolando on June 7th, 2008 1:02 pm

    Hi Shiera, I’m sorry to hear about the loss of your father. I know it not easy, but I’m sure he’s in a better place. God bless you and your family.

    Our condolences,
    Rolando and Ebru

    Rolandos last blog post..Drill Here. Drill Now. Pay Less.

  26. chriz aL on June 9th, 2008 10:16 am

    shiera,

    my condolences…

    a death in the family is one of the most difficult things in life. u are not alone

  27. ronnie on June 11th, 2008 4:58 pm

    my condolences for your lost Shie.

    So, sorry been awhile since my last visit here.

    Have you gone back to Japan already?

    Take care.

    ronnies last blog post..When A Leader Becomes A Leader: A Young Professional’s Perspective (Part 2)

  28. amor on June 13th, 2008 12:47 pm

    my condolences to you and your family..

    God bless =)

    amors last blog post..reprising greenhorn (with a little twist)

  29. jessie on June 15th, 2008 9:15 pm

    shiera,

    i hope ok ka lang and your family. i’ll pray for you…

    jessies last blog post..11.6M Filipinos Are Out of School (OSY Rate in the Philippines)

  30. Bali villas on April 2nd, 2009 11:21 pm

    that is such a bad news. Could be at his side when it happen..

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